The Art of Letting Go

Mungkin lagu-lagu di bawah ini paaaasss banget untuk menjadi soundtrack gambar komik saya dibawah ini hehe

"The Art Of Letting Go" (Mikaila)

OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Hhmm terlalu dramatis memang.

Tapi emang iya sih yang namanya 'letting go' itu pake art! bahkan untuk melakukannya pun bagaikan harus membuat lukisan abstrak di atas karton  bufallo (yang permukaannya gak rata itu loh) segede gaban pula! belum lagi kita arus mewarnainya dengan goresan krayon yang hanya sekotak atau pensil warna yang warnanya pucet gitu (hehehe maaf Pak Dosen, saya mengkiaskan perasaan hati saya dengan tugas super sulit yang Bapak tugaskan :P ) dan warnanya itu harus indah bagaimanapun caranya.. Padahal kita kuliah di jurusan Pendidikan Guru Sekolah Dasar yang ga ada nyambung-nyambungnya dengan karya abstrak. ya kecuali gambaran anak SD yang memang terlihat abstrak hehe..

Sialnya lagi aku bukan orang yang suka mewarnai. Dalam bentuk apapun. Dari TK pun aku paling gak rapih kalau disuruh mewarnai. Bahkan kini setelah kuliah pun masih gak bisa hehe. Setiap disuruh mewarnai pasti aja hasilnya seakan gak ikhlas gitu. Tebel sebelah lah, acak-acakan lah dan kekacauan lainnya ckck. pokoknya hasilnya selalu terlihat kurang (tidak) ikhlas dalam pengerjaannya hahaha

Nah begitu pula 'letting go' bagi saya susah susah (gak) gampang!

Pasti aja memakan waktu yang lamaaaaa dan hasilnya seakan gak ikhlas (curhat? haha)

 

Then, I found this song....
 

"Out Of Reach" (Gabriele)

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused,
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn't see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

Waw..gue banget ya? 

Kadang aku memang bertanya-tanya apa benar aku pernah dicintai oleh mu? (hahaha semoga dia gak baca maluuuu)

Haaa..speechless ngomenin lagu ini pokoknya gw banget! (for this time)

Galau? Kurasa tidak (juga). Aku hanya merasa kehilangan sejak tersiar kabar kmu masuk UIN huhu..You've changed from the one that I called Home :(

Ya tapi apapun namanya perasaan yang aku rasakan sekarang ingatlah bait terakhir lagu galau ini..

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there
For me

 

Yeah! Even you now out of reach, but I believe There's a life out there for me with or without you :)